Theres this girl, she’s beautiful. She looks like an angel. She’s the most amazing person I have ever met. She’s intelligent, caring and has a good heart. I don’t know what to say about her, there are no words to describe her perfection. She’s honest, and pure. Kind and loving. She’s the definition of flawless. 
She’s like a flower that makes the world more beautiful. She fills the world with colors, she shines brighter than the brightest star, she is the flower of life. Of my life.
I met her about a year ago, and with knowing only just her name, I fell inlove with her. I fell inlove with those eyes, that looked at me saying they loved me. With those hands that gave me chills when she touched me. With that heart that made my-until then- cold heart melt like a candle. She’s a masterpiece. Inside and out. 
When she smiles, I come alive, and when she smiles because of me its like there is no better thing i could do in this life. I love that girl. I love her with everything I am, with my whole heart and soul. 
So many people tried to tear us apart in this last year, and they won. They managed. And I helped them. I said no to life. Made her leave, made her think Im better off without her, and made her want me to find my own life, not depending on other people for happiness. She helped me with that. Now, I no longer say no to my life. I love my life, I can be happy on my own. But I refuse to believe that I wont have her back. It seems wrong to not be with her for the rest of my life. I want to give her everything. I want to give her a happy life, a family. She is my angel. There is not a moment that i don’t think of her. She is always on my mind, even when we are so far away from each other. 
People tell me to forget her, to move on. “I know that’s what people say— you’ll get over it. I’d say it, too. But I know it’s not true. Oh, you’ll be happy again, never fear. But you won’t forget. Every time you fall in love it will be because something in that person reminds you of her”. She is my family. We’ve not been together for long, but we’ve gone through so much, I truly believe we can do anything.
She taught me so much, in so little time. I grew up with her. She made me a happier, stronger and a better person. I will never be able to thank her enough. I don’t know if I can ever give her as much as she gave me this passed year. But I will always do everything I can for her. I will always try my best to make her happy, no matter what or how or why. If she needs me I will be there for her. Always. I love her. I always have and always will. She is the love of my life. She has my heart. Forever.  And I hope that she feels the same, only then will she understand how much she means to me. 
And if she does, then all I have to say is,  BE STRONG MY LOVE. BE HAPPY AND SAFE. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS. AND I CANT WAIT TO MAKE YOU MY WIFE AND SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU. I ADORE YOU FLORA, I ADORE YOU TO PIECES ♥  MINE, YOURS, OURS. FOREVER.


I really hope you will still keep the promise. The one you said you’ll never break. That you will come back and marry me. 
I love you my angel.

“When I say, “I love you,” it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You’re a hell of a woman.”—Joss Whedon

 I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don’t know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close. ♥

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